I wish they could understand...
When I hang out with a boy, it doesn't mean he's my bf
I'm a teenager, I don't always have the best attitude
I try to make the best decision for myself
I'm young and want to have fun
If I'm out all night it doesn't mean I'm drinking or doing drugs
Not all my friends can be a bad influence
I wish I could understand...
They worry if a boy will hurt me
They want me to be a good girl
They don't want me to take the wrong path
They're afraid if I pick the wrong friends
Because society is a trap
We've done a lot of things that we will never regret
Those moments I will never forget
It's hard for me to cheer up
I can't remember how to wear a smile
I'm feeling so blue
You've been here with me through ups and downs
Be willing to walk on by the outskirts of all towns
Just to help me get through my problems all along
Now that you're gone
Things will never go back to the way they were before
We have to let each other go
I guess I have to be strong
A couple years ago, I was just a young boy Sat under the moonlight with her Spent our night with kind of serious talk Promised not to hurt each other Promised to stay true with her Promised to be with her through ups and downs Had a beautiful dream about future Wondered about marriage Grew old together with precious kids Wished the kids to be good people Had a perfect life with family Time passed by That moment we've been waiting for has come Until the day we've been dreaming of has gone She messed up our life, fucked up our plans The hopes vanished away Look at me Look into my eyes Could you see what we have made? Be strong we could make it through, you said I was broken into pieces I was drowned into the bitter truth Suddenly remembering my dreams to have a perfect family I gotta keep pushing on, I gotta keep my head held high I won't blame on her for the mistakes I will help her to fix everything I will support her to the way it has to be Time passed by That rough moment has gone It became a bad memories I thank God for the guardian angels Who always helps Who always be there Who always supports Who always keeps promises I thank God for the problems Which made us who we are now -Danise
Feeling tense, it's so hard to breathe, as every night I cry so desperately
In a place called home
The safest place, they said
A place where I shouldn't feel so scared to talk, so scared to joke, or so scared to laugh
A place where I could sleep tight at night
A place where I could share joy and sorrow
A place where I grow up
Everything was fine until that day
That day when you knew what you shouldn't have known
It was just a small mistake you couldn't tolerate
Fuck chance. It doesn't exist in my life
It sticks out so much in your mind
And for some reason when I succeed, you nod and say good, then put it behind
This tension between us, I can't take it anymore
I'm wondering why I'm still here
I wish I could disappear and get out of here
I don't want to see disappointment on your face anymore
I'd give my money and car for a sweet escape
To a place where I could hang on the beach with toes in the sand
To a place where I could feel the warmth of sun
To a place where I could be free not giving a shit
No more anger and tears
No more pain and cry
I'd rather be somewhere else, alone
That day will come, when you put down his mug and instead of a shrug, walk to my bed and you wish you could give me a hug and whisper you love me But too late, I just can't feel a tear drops You'll be sorry that I'm finally free.. In a place called home -Danise
Hello, I'm 50 years old father and I have the only daughter. I'm so sad to know how time flies so fast.. She's 21 years old now. I'm sad to know that she's getting older. Honestly, I'm not ready to watch her grow but I have to.
I wish she knew that I really love her. Even though sometimes I just can't show her how much I love her.
Does she know that I always worry when she hasn't reached home at night?
Does she know that I always worry if she replaces me with another man?
Does she know that I'm afraid that I can't give her the best of me?
Does she know that I remind your mom to text you?
Does she know that I remind your mom to call you and make sure you're fine?
Does she know that I'm afraid if I fail to take care of you?
Does she know that I really want to cry and hug you tight when you have to leave home?
Does she know that I could just say "take care" and wipe my tears?
Does she know that I work hard and make money for you?
Does she realize that?
I still remember that time we played together
I still remember that time we went to mall and asked for a doll
I still remember that time you danced and sang for me
I still remember that time you won and said "I'm the winner, daddy!"
I still remember that time you called me every night when I wasn't home
I still remember you said "good night daddy" and kissed me
I still remember you whispered to me "I love you daddy"
And other good memories I can't ever forget..
I'm sorry if I can't fulfil your need, I just dont want to spoil you..
I'm sorry if I get mad if you make mistake, I just want you to be a good girl..
I'm sorry for being overprotective, I just want you to live a good life..
I'm sorry I don't let you to come home late, because I know that nightlife is bad..
I'm sorry for making too many rules, I just dont wan't you take a wrong path..
But dear, you should know that
I'm the one who will be proud to see you graduate soon..
I'm the one who will smile to see you become a person you want to be..
I'm the one who will cry to see you have a new life with the right man you choose someday..
I won't let anybody hurt you..
I don't want to see you cry..
I'll always be your first love..
I'll always do my best for you..
Oh my beloved daughter, I just want you to know that I love you...so much.
No matter how old you are, you're still daddy's little girl.