A place called home

Feeling tense, it's so hard to breathe, as every night I cry so desperately

In a place called home

The safest place, they said

A place where I shouldn't feel so scared to talk, so scared to joke, or so scared to laugh

A place where I could sleep tight at night

A place where I could share joy and sorrow

A place where I grow up

Everything was fine until that day

That day when you knew what you shouldn't have known

It was just a small mistake you couldn't tolerate

Fuck chance. It doesn't exist in my life

It sticks out so much in your mind

And for some reason when I succeed, you nod and say good, then put it behind

This tension between us, I can't take it anymore 

I'm wondering why I'm still here

I wish I could disappear and get out of here

I don't want to see disappointment on your face anymore

I'd give my money and car for a sweet escape

To a place where I could hang on the beach with toes in the sand

To a place where I could feel the warmth of sun

To a place where I could be free not giving a shit

No more anger and tears

No more pain and cry

I'd rather be somewhere else, alone

That day will come, when you put down his mug and instead of a shrug, walk to my bed and you wish you could give me a hug and whisper you love me
But too late, I just can't feel a tear drops
You'll be sorry that I'm finally free..
In a place called home

-Danise