I'M OUTTA WORDS BUT I'M SURE IT'LL NEVER LAST

6.18.2013

A comfortable relationship

A boyfriend shouldn’t just be a boyfriend. To have it happier and more worthwhile, he should also be your very best friend.

True that. I found it all in you. How lucky i am to meet someone like you and how lucky you are to have me *fair enough*. I never thought that we could be in love because you were too busy with your life and i was busy with mine. I didnt pay your attention and so did you. I was just your close friend who always helped you whenever you want me to. I gave you some teen advice about relationships, love, dating, friendship, and so many others lol
You're such an unexpected special gift i've been looking for because i suck at love i know. Guys chase on me but leave me for no apparent reason and go regardless.Yeah...who cares? :-|
I learned many things from my ex tho. How to love, how to feel, how to stay true, how to cherish every moment, how to appreciate, how to respect, how to fight, how to survive, how to be honest, how to be mature, how to...whatsoever.
I hope my experiences in past teach me how to live better with you right now. I dont really want an ending lol sounds like complete bullshit but i guess it's true.
I just wanna stay focused on the present because i'm about to start college. I just wanna study, use time wisely, manage everything well, so i can be success as soon as possible, get the best career, make my parents and also whole family proud of me. And umm so that i dont wanna find anyone else because i'm sick about bad romance and frustrating drama who makes me down and drown. Why finding? What i've been looking for is mine.




I think we are all just looking for that one person that we can be ourselves around, that one person who will love you and accept who you are, your silly awkward side and your serious side too. We're all just looking for that “comfortable relationship” you know? You dont care what you're doing because as long as that one special person is next to you then you're happy, whether it’s going out or just having a lazy day at home, you cherish all these moments with them because that special person is one you enjoy seeing and being around everyday, that person is someone you can turn to with all your problems and they will be there for you through it all. Every conversation, hug, kiss, or whatever you always look forward to because you truly love them and you wouldn’t have it any other way.
It’s that relationship thru whatever happens you're going to stick by there side and support them. It’s simply that “comfortable relationship” where you can be yourself and not be afraid of them judging you, after all love is acceptance of one another regardless of flaws or anything else.

-danise.

6.11.2013

Between dream and reality



i'm the lucky one..never thought about this before like "omg i shud win this!". never ever..
i was like yeah if its meant to be it will be.
while being so damn sick cuz my ipod has been stolen, I Thank God for another gift instead...

6.10.2013

Thief should die in funny ways

Hari ini, tanggal 10 Juni 2013 my ipod was officially stolen by fuckin dumbass thief yg no heart banget. Stole my own stuff yg menurut gue sangat amatttt berhargaaaa cuz i cant live without it, idk how my life would be without it. It's part of me. And it's gone. That's why i feel like something in me is missing. SERIOUSLY!
Why oh whyyy harus mencuri sesuatu milik innocent gurl seperti gue ini?! :'(
I left my ipod inside my car while i bought something at minimarket. Gak lama kemudian alarm mobil gue bunyi, gue keluar buat cek pintu kemudi krn gue pikir td gue ga bener tutup pintunya-_- lalu gue masuk lagi, terus alarmnya bunyi yg kedua kalinya. Gue keluar dan cek pintu bagasi dan pintunya kendor (estimasi gue, ini yg bikin alarm gue bunyi trs). Lalu gue masuk lagi dan ga bunyi lagi.. Dan gue baru kepikiran ipod pas gue di kamar, rasanya mau ambil ipod yg gue kira di mobil. But gue mager jadiii gue ga ambil. An hour later gue jemput ade gue, dan baru sadar pas udh sampe di sekolah ade gue. So? yaudah. ilang.
HMM some questions hit my mind.
1. Dont u know GOD does exist?
2. Dont u know GOD sees everything?
3. Lo tau ga sih azab itu ada?
4. Lapangan pekerjaan di negara ini udah habis?
5. Lo ga pernah memposisikan diri lo sebagai seorang victim yg gak berdosa, kehilangan sesuatu yg bahkan  
lo gatau HOW PRECIOUS IT IS?
6. Lo ga sedih memberikan uang haram untuk keluarga lo? Untuk diri lo sendiri sih bodo amat~
7. Apa yang lo rasain kalo kelak anak lo bakal jadi maling?
8. Lo ga malu tangan yang Tuhan kasih untuk lo digunakan buat MENCURI, MENCURI, DAN MENCURI?
9. Apa yang membuat orang2 berani mencuri bahkan jumlahnya semakin meningkat? Modus2nya pun semakin beragam
10. WHEN OH WHEN WILL YOU STOP STEALING WHAT'S NOT YOURS?!!!!!

Mom cuma bisa blg "sabar kak, ikhlasin aja. ambil hikmahnya.." yes mom but it's not that easy for me.
And thanks a lot for my beloved ones who's really concerned about me yg drtd nangis terus, called me and asked if everything was ok, cheered me up. Yaah.. gue terhibur but deep inside, gue sedih bgt </3
Well sebenernya gue gamau doain yang bagus2 buat itu maling, tapi i concern about people. Smg that fuckin thief mules2 sampe malaikat izrail menjemput. At least kalau you mati, pencuri berkurang satu kan? he-he.
So... the lesson is, NEVER LEAVE YOUR GADGET INSIDE YOUR CAR and TAKE CARE OF YOUR OWN BELONGINGS.

6.09.2013

Oh Baby



haha no goals by making this video anyways, just had a lotta fun with my gurl doin what we used to do together, in a public place. problem? >:O

6.05.2013

Me ft 2guys

 
KANGEN (DEWA 19 COVER)

 
KAMU (COBOY JUNIOR COVER)

DIE YOUNG (KE$HA COVER)

OATH (CHER LLOYD COVER)

EPIC FAILED...

BFF

Yesterday my two best friends came to my home and made some videos. I enjoyed all we did indeed.It's sucha good time spending time with beloved ones, senatria and ashief.
And after they went back home, i wondered and will always wonder i think how my life would be when they have to leave this town and study while im just staying here and studying in a big city.
These memories are playing like a film without sound. All the times we had together and as our lives come whatever, we'll still be friends forever.

You complete me and that's no lie
You are my tuxedo and i'm your bow tie
You need a hand and i'm right there right beside you
You in the dark i'll be the bright light to guide you
Wherever you go, just always remember
That you got a home for now and forever
And if you get low, just call me whenever
This is my oath to you.








 

5.30.2013

BELIEVE, TRUST, AND HOPE

Oke malam ini gue ngebahas 3 hal yang cukup "mainstream" di telinga kalian semua. Tapi lo tau gak sih, 3 hal ini tuh penting banget dan entahlah apa yg bakal terjadi pada manusia2 di bumi tanpa 3 hal ini. Gue bakal bahas satu2.
BELIEVE?
#Story1 Suatu hari semua penduduk desa berdoa memohon hujan. Pada hari smua orang brkmpul brdo’a utk meminta hujan, hanya 1 bocah laki-laki yg membawa payung. “Itulah keyakinan”.
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Maksud gue disini tuh bahwa pentingnya kita yakin. Dalam hal apa? Yaaa apapun... terutama if u wanna make your dreams come true. Krn ketika kita yakin, kita udh me-mind-set otak kita secara sadar ga sadar dan berusaha mewujudkan itu dengan penuh kegigihan no matter what.

TRUST?
 #Story2
Teladan dari seorang bayi 1 tahun. Ketika lo melemparkanya ke udara, dia tertawa karena dia tahu anda akan menangkapnya kembali. “Itulah kepercayaan”.
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Well yang satu ini tuh ga kalah penting sama yg tadi. Kepercayaan, gue rasa semua hal tuh memprioritaskan yang satu ini di bidang apapun. Kerjaan? Relationship? Ketika lo percaya sama seseorang, ya menurut gue sih itu bakal mempererat ikatan lo sama dia. Kayak gini nih, kalo lo percaya sama seseorang, artinya lo udah menaruh pikiran positif terhadap dia aka berprasangka baik. Yg terpenting sih, jgn pernah yg namanya ngerusak kepercayaan. Pokoknya, jagalah kepercayaan itu dengan baik.. karena lo blm tentu kesempatan kedua setelah lo ngerusak kepercayaan pertama.

HOPE?
#Story3
Tiap malam saat kita tidur, kita tidak tahu apakah masih hidup saat bangun esok, tapi kita mash punya rencana untuk hari esok. “Itulah Harapan”. **** Berharap itu perlu, tp ada batasnya. Jangan kelewat ngarep. Kalo kata anak2 2013 sih "jgn ngefly ketinggian, jatohnya sakit". Ya sewajarnya ajalah.. kalo sekiranya menurut lo "impossible", berharaplah bahwa keajaiban itu ada. HE-HE-HE.