I'M OUTTA WORDS BUT I'M SURE IT'LL NEVER LAST

6.11.2013

Between dream and reality



i'm the lucky one..never thought about this before like "omg i shud win this!". never ever..
i was like yeah if its meant to be it will be.
while being so damn sick cuz my ipod has been stolen, I Thank God for another gift instead...

6.10.2013

Thief should die in funny ways

Hari ini, tanggal 10 Juni 2013 my ipod was officially stolen by fuckin dumbass thief yg no heart banget. Stole my own stuff yg menurut gue sangat amatttt berhargaaaa cuz i cant live without it, idk how my life would be without it. It's part of me. And it's gone. That's why i feel like something in me is missing. SERIOUSLY!
Why oh whyyy harus mencuri sesuatu milik innocent gurl seperti gue ini?! :'(
I left my ipod inside my car while i bought something at minimarket. Gak lama kemudian alarm mobil gue bunyi, gue keluar buat cek pintu kemudi krn gue pikir td gue ga bener tutup pintunya-_- lalu gue masuk lagi, terus alarmnya bunyi yg kedua kalinya. Gue keluar dan cek pintu bagasi dan pintunya kendor (estimasi gue, ini yg bikin alarm gue bunyi trs). Lalu gue masuk lagi dan ga bunyi lagi.. Dan gue baru kepikiran ipod pas gue di kamar, rasanya mau ambil ipod yg gue kira di mobil. But gue mager jadiii gue ga ambil. An hour later gue jemput ade gue, dan baru sadar pas udh sampe di sekolah ade gue. So? yaudah. ilang.
HMM some questions hit my mind.
1. Dont u know GOD does exist?
2. Dont u know GOD sees everything?
3. Lo tau ga sih azab itu ada?
4. Lapangan pekerjaan di negara ini udah habis?
5. Lo ga pernah memposisikan diri lo sebagai seorang victim yg gak berdosa, kehilangan sesuatu yg bahkan  
lo gatau HOW PRECIOUS IT IS?
6. Lo ga sedih memberikan uang haram untuk keluarga lo? Untuk diri lo sendiri sih bodo amat~
7. Apa yang lo rasain kalo kelak anak lo bakal jadi maling?
8. Lo ga malu tangan yang Tuhan kasih untuk lo digunakan buat MENCURI, MENCURI, DAN MENCURI?
9. Apa yang membuat orang2 berani mencuri bahkan jumlahnya semakin meningkat? Modus2nya pun semakin beragam
10. WHEN OH WHEN WILL YOU STOP STEALING WHAT'S NOT YOURS?!!!!!

Mom cuma bisa blg "sabar kak, ikhlasin aja. ambil hikmahnya.." yes mom but it's not that easy for me.
And thanks a lot for my beloved ones who's really concerned about me yg drtd nangis terus, called me and asked if everything was ok, cheered me up. Yaah.. gue terhibur but deep inside, gue sedih bgt </3
Well sebenernya gue gamau doain yang bagus2 buat itu maling, tapi i concern about people. Smg that fuckin thief mules2 sampe malaikat izrail menjemput. At least kalau you mati, pencuri berkurang satu kan? he-he.
So... the lesson is, NEVER LEAVE YOUR GADGET INSIDE YOUR CAR and TAKE CARE OF YOUR OWN BELONGINGS.

6.09.2013

Oh Baby



haha no goals by making this video anyways, just had a lotta fun with my gurl doin what we used to do together, in a public place. problem? >:O

6.05.2013

Me ft 2guys

 
KANGEN (DEWA 19 COVER)

 
KAMU (COBOY JUNIOR COVER)

DIE YOUNG (KE$HA COVER)

OATH (CHER LLOYD COVER)

EPIC FAILED...

BFF

Yesterday my two best friends came to my home and made some videos. I enjoyed all we did indeed.It's sucha good time spending time with beloved ones, senatria and ashief.
And after they went back home, i wondered and will always wonder i think how my life would be when they have to leave this town and study while im just staying here and studying in a big city.
These memories are playing like a film without sound. All the times we had together and as our lives come whatever, we'll still be friends forever.

You complete me and that's no lie
You are my tuxedo and i'm your bow tie
You need a hand and i'm right there right beside you
You in the dark i'll be the bright light to guide you
Wherever you go, just always remember
That you got a home for now and forever
And if you get low, just call me whenever
This is my oath to you.








 

5.30.2013

BELIEVE, TRUST, AND HOPE

Oke malam ini gue ngebahas 3 hal yang cukup "mainstream" di telinga kalian semua. Tapi lo tau gak sih, 3 hal ini tuh penting banget dan entahlah apa yg bakal terjadi pada manusia2 di bumi tanpa 3 hal ini. Gue bakal bahas satu2.
BELIEVE?
#Story1 Suatu hari semua penduduk desa berdoa memohon hujan. Pada hari smua orang brkmpul brdo’a utk meminta hujan, hanya 1 bocah laki-laki yg membawa payung. “Itulah keyakinan”.
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Maksud gue disini tuh bahwa pentingnya kita yakin. Dalam hal apa? Yaaa apapun... terutama if u wanna make your dreams come true. Krn ketika kita yakin, kita udh me-mind-set otak kita secara sadar ga sadar dan berusaha mewujudkan itu dengan penuh kegigihan no matter what.

TRUST?
 #Story2
Teladan dari seorang bayi 1 tahun. Ketika lo melemparkanya ke udara, dia tertawa karena dia tahu anda akan menangkapnya kembali. “Itulah kepercayaan”.
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Well yang satu ini tuh ga kalah penting sama yg tadi. Kepercayaan, gue rasa semua hal tuh memprioritaskan yang satu ini di bidang apapun. Kerjaan? Relationship? Ketika lo percaya sama seseorang, ya menurut gue sih itu bakal mempererat ikatan lo sama dia. Kayak gini nih, kalo lo percaya sama seseorang, artinya lo udah menaruh pikiran positif terhadap dia aka berprasangka baik. Yg terpenting sih, jgn pernah yg namanya ngerusak kepercayaan. Pokoknya, jagalah kepercayaan itu dengan baik.. karena lo blm tentu kesempatan kedua setelah lo ngerusak kepercayaan pertama.

HOPE?
#Story3
Tiap malam saat kita tidur, kita tidak tahu apakah masih hidup saat bangun esok, tapi kita mash punya rencana untuk hari esok. “Itulah Harapan”. **** Berharap itu perlu, tp ada batasnya. Jangan kelewat ngarep. Kalo kata anak2 2013 sih "jgn ngefly ketinggian, jatohnya sakit". Ya sewajarnya ajalah.. kalo sekiranya menurut lo "impossible", berharaplah bahwa keajaiban itu ada. HE-HE-HE.

a farewell?

You know saying good bye is the hardest thing to do. We've been thru so much unexplainable experiences for like 3 years. Got stupid problems to solve together, cried because we knew someday we'd be apart, smiled because i knew i always got your back, laughed because something we thought that's funny.. and.. I keep thinking times will never change. When we leave this year we won't be coming back. No more hanging out cause we're on a different track. These memories are playing like a film without sound.
If we get the big job and we make the big money, when we look back now..
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule?
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us around?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town?
As we go on, we remember.. all the times we had together and as our lives change come whatever. I keep thinking that it's not goodbye.
We'll still be friends forever, IN8INITE.

xoxo.

5.29.2013

Back again!

Hi bloggers, long time no write things down here after facing the most hectic time of my life *lebay*
Began with UN preparation , UN was held, waited patiently for the result. Well gue menunggu banyak pengumuman.. Tau kan gimana rasanya kepo sama sesuatu yang mungkin bakal affect our life? Begitulah.
I guess it's gonna be my first post in 2013 ya, dan..baiklah gue akan share a bit about what had happened so far from January till now. Soalnya one of my old friend kangen sama postingan gue, SOOOO....this is it.
Menurut gue 2013 tuh tahun yang..bakal dipenuhi sama hal2 baru. Yaaa haha insyaallah tahun ini mulai kuliah *excited*. And gue bakal ngesharemoment2 penting yang terjadi beberapa bulan belakangan ini:
1. January: ultah bokap, persiapan UN
2. February: ultah tirta, persiapan UN
3. March: sibuk TO, degdegan...... UN!
4. April: GRADUATION (was held sebelum announcement), PROM-NIGHT (ini juga zz), PENGUMUMAN UN, PENGUMUMAN SNMPTN, PENGUMUMAN PTS.
dan gue bakal share beberapa pics....









ya jadi begitulah...terus kalo soal UN, alhamdulillah nilainya sangat memuaskan :)
soal SNMPTN.. blm rezeki..tapi gue ga coba SBMPTN karena alhamdulillah sdh diterima di Trisakti School of Management :)
bokap juga ga mau gue jauh dr fam..ya maklum sih, im the only daughter :troll
ya gue mau sharing2 aja nih, yg blm dapet SNMPTN.. anggap aja blm rezekinya krn Tuhan punya rencana yg jauuuuh lebih indah. ga lolos SNMPTN bukan berarti lo ga bisa ngeraih impian2 lo, right?
yang lanjutin di swasta, jangan berpikir bahwa orang2 bakalan underestimate lo kayak memandang PTS sebelah mata. dimanapun kita belajar, kita bisa mengukir prestasi, meraih cita2, dan shine bright like a diamond! inget ya, kesuksesan itu bisa diraih lewat thousand ways deh, bahkan jutaan, milyaran, atau trilyunan! yang penting keep ur chin up when someone brings u down. it means, dia ga lebih baik dr kita.. dan salah satu cara dia untuk menyaingi kita adalah dengan membuat kita jadi ga percaya diri dan down down down down~
dan yang terpenting, anggap aja rival2 yg mencoba menyaingi lo dengan cara yang unfair..itu cuma seseorang yg pengen bgt berada di posisi lo. apalagi kalo ketemu org yg menganggap lo tuh copycat style dia? duh.. itu hal biasa.. dia cuma envy us :) #uknowho #ifuknowhatimean #sarcastic lol cuek aja..justru orang2 yg kyk gitu sangat membantu kita untuk meraih impian kita. why? krn mereka membuat kita menjadi tangguh! so, chillin n keep goin!